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Jun. 27th, 2006 | 11:38 pm
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i dont know what to do with my father anymore....
we gave him so many chances.....
yet he still chose alcohol over us...
he hit my mom...i had to push him away....i had never felt so confused in my life...my hole body trembling...im still trembling...i see the bruises on my moms arms...and anger floods my mind....rage...why? why would he does this?....hes packing his things now...going up and down the stairs...im taking care of my mom...making sure she dosent do anything that she will regret later...or she wont be able to regret...
people think i have a good life....money,a hole family...
if only they knew....
if only they knew...that money really can make a man evil...and alcohol can really take over someones lives...
...

i dont feel anything right now...im as they say inmy calm place...where theres no noise...

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madaline_mcbain

From: madaline_mcbain
Date: Jun. 28th, 2006 06:54 pm (UTC)
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stay strong lady

if he's leaving thing will work out for the best. right now, the important thing is that you and your mom are ok.I know this is the odd and sucky part but seems like you have to stay strong for your mom. Love can make us do some assinine things...

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