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Jun. 27th, 2006 | 11:38 pm
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i dont know what to do with my father anymore....
we gave him so many chances.....
yet he still chose alcohol over us...
he hit my mom...i had to push him away....i had never felt so confused in my life...my hole body trembling...im still trembling...i see the bruises on my moms arms...and anger floods my mind....rage...why? why would he does this?....hes packing his things now...going up and down the stairs...im taking care of my mom...making sure she dosent do anything that she will regret later...or she wont be able to regret...
people think i have a good life....money,a hole family...
if only they knew....
if only they knew...that money really can make a man evil...and alcohol can really take over someones lives...
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i dont feel anything right now...im as they say inmy calm place...where theres no noise...

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Its going to be a fine day tomorrow...

From: anonymous
Date: Jun. 28th, 2006 10:17 am (UTC)
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Money and A Family isnt what makes life good... In my opinion that is... But they can certainly help...
I could sit here and give 2 cents about the whole situation, but I don't think it'd be necessary... By reading this though... I think you'll get an idea of who it is... And if you do... Know I'm here to talk whenever you need me...
Im sure this situation must suck... But, things could be worse I guess... My parents split when I was 1month old and my mom couldnt take care of me, so she put me in a home with my uncle where I was abused by his wife for a year...
I would kill to have my mom and dad together, because i've never known what its like to have that... I've had to watch my mom and dad fail in relationships my whole life... :(
It's going to be a fine day tomorrow...
Keep your head up...

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Re: Its going to be a fine day tomorrow...

gravitykiss

From: gravitykiss
Date: Jun. 30th, 2006 08:18 pm (UTC)
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*hugs you* it will be a fine day tomarow...and the next day after that...as long as you have friends..specially ones like you. =)
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madaline_mcbain

From: madaline_mcbain
Date: Jun. 28th, 2006 06:54 pm (UTC)
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stay strong lady

if he's leaving thing will work out for the best. right now, the important thing is that you and your mom are ok.I know this is the odd and sucky part but seems like you have to stay strong for your mom. Love can make us do some assinine things...

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